"Finnick!" Something between a shriek and a cry of joy. A lovely if somewhat bedraggled young woman--dark tangled hair, sea green eyes--runs toward us in nothing but a sheet. "Finnick!" And suddenly, it's as if there's no one in the world but these two, crashing through space to reach each other. They collide, enfold, lose their balance, and slam against a wall, where they stay. Clinging into one being. Indivisible. 

A pang of jealousy hits me. Not for either Finnick or Annie but for their certainty. No one seeing them could doubt their love." 

Why?! Oh, why am I doing this to myself? I'm just reading this again and crying my heart out cause, shit, FINNICK DIED!
Why does everyone I love DIE?!

WHY?!